Saturday, January 15, 2011

Day 15: Smile because I deserve to
















Dear You,

Music has always been everything to me. One can even say that I wouldn't be able to live without music. The notes, the lyrics, the album art... these are the things that make me love music.

I remember how Leona Lewis was playing in Pizza Hut today. I came from church and I was extremely soaked by the rain because I didn't have an umbrella. Why I willingly let myself get wet in the rain is beyond me. Nor do I even know why I continued walking along Katipunan even if it was raining cats and dogs.

I also remember seeing myself crying in church today without a concrete reason. Maybe it was because I missed you so much? Or probably because I was (still am) mad at myself for being pathetic. Sometimes I feel like you never gave me strength.

2011 is my year. As Leona Lewis says, "Even though I really love you, I'm going to smile 'coz I deserve to. It will all get better in time. "

Janine

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