Dear You,
I don't know what Fridays do to my brain. It's like I see you all over the place without actually seeing you. I hoped I'd see you today but of course I didn't. It's incredibly heartbreaking when I think about what I have to do as I am progressing with this project. Like what, you probably would ask. The New Year has started and I haven't saved any text messages from you. I used to adore reading your messages over and over again until I looked insane. Now, I can get by with erasing your messages.
At some point, I am wriggling away from your hook and line. I'm starting to feel a lot better and a lot worse at the same time. I am still confused and it probably would help if I distanced myself from you.
I am pouring out what my feelings are in this medium because I know no other way. Friends are always a good idea but I fear that they get fed up with me and the silliness that I've gotten myself into. So there.
In a different medium, I confess.
Janine
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