Dear You,
As much as I'd like to keep pursuing what I think will make me the happiest girl alive, I will not. We will never meet halfway. I will always be the one going forward and maybe you won't even move at all to meet me. I will not bother anymore.
Thank you for remembering me last night. I could have sworn you wouldn't anymore. That makes it harder for me to finally move on but this picture reminds me of what I have to accomplish for myself this year. This project is not for you, it is for me.
I've endured sleepless nights just thinking of the what-ifs and honestly, after a while, I am exhausted. The energy emanating from my insides just isn't that bright anymore. However, with the energy that is still left, I would like to thank you with all my heart for letting me into your life. I'd still like to be in it. I mean who doesn't? In the meantime though, I'd like to distance myself from you so I can truly find what I'm looking for and stop making a fool of myself.
Janine
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